Monday, November 30, 2009

The Lonely Times i Spent in my Room

It is these times that i will always remember. Spending weekends lonely in a room, all by myself. I believe that loneliness is the most dangerous aphrodisiac , if you get addicted to it , you start liking it so much that then you don't want to leave it. But it is this very loneliness which drives you to desperation and Insanity.At times it breaks you mentally and your souls gets very thirsty to connect with another person.

But the worst part is that you get so disconnected from the society that one fine day you realize that you are not a part of it.

God only knows why he put me into such a situation. Its has been more than 9 years since i am living like this, hope that the almighty will come down and redeem me.

Brother Rajneesh Nair

 Rajneesh Nair, Male Nurse, Emergency Department, Resident of Kerala.

He symbolizes those Thousands of Keralites who have worked hard to come up in life. His subtle and down to earth behavior caught my attention. Always ready to work and learn and go ahead in life was his motto. He delligently did his duty and never denied the responsibilities given to Him.

A real gem of a person, and i know that maybe one or two years from now i see him working in the Middle-East and rising up to a good Position.

With the Casualty Medical Officer Dr Ritesh Patel

The sweet little Puppy


 I was walking home at Night  and i saw this little puppy come and chase me all around.He was desperate for some love and from his eyes, it looked that he was looking for some shelter. Somwhere down the line i saw myself in the same league as this Puppy. Homeless, Hungry, uncared, unloved and abandoned.

Sometimes life can be very bitter.

My dream House

The dream apartment that i would like to own in future and one day i surely will.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

The Woman I Admire a Lot


There are some women who are suave, some are sophisticated, some scintillating and some just Sexy!!!!!

But combine all four qualities in just one person and you will have Miss Ambika Anand.

The Host, Anchor and Producer of shows on the NDTV Goodtimes.

AMBIKA , you are the woman of my dreams.

With Mr Anuj Sinha

 It was a good evening today. I got to spend some time with Mr Anuj Sinha at Karnavati Club.It was the first time that i was inside the club. I saw all elite people of Ahmedabad. But the best thing was that I got to meet Mr Sinha today. I felt good. He is a man with a strong personality.

Lessons I learnt from Sunil Thapa


Sunil Thapa-Age -19 yrs, Resident of Nepal.
I remember this Boy. Everytime i came to my place of work, i used to see him. He always did the same routine job as a Janitor, cleaning the Rooms, Floors and Washrooms. But what caught my attention was his enthusiasm. The gusto in his spirit to go ahead.

He had ventured away form home at an early age of 14  and had worked all these years in different places in India.He always kept up that smile no matter how sad he would be and no matter how much inner turmoil he was going through. At a meagre salary of just three to four thousand he used to put double his effort in the work assigned to him.

What could i say, i just loved him from the start.He was a good human being.One day he came to clean my room in the apartment that i was staying in. After cleaning he did not even ask a single rupee. That was the amount of selflessness in him. Not that i had done any special favor for him in the past, only that i used to greet him nicely.

At the end of the day we all are Human Beings Hungry for Warmth and Love, and when someone gives us that we feel good.

Sunil taught me an important lesson, that the Human spirit is the most strongest portion of the Human Body and it is with that spirit we have to live with and push ourselves forward.

Friday, November 27, 2009

The Two things i need to succeed

Well if there are 2 things that i will need in order to survive and succeed in my professional career is Discipline and a godfather.

Discipline will get me going and put all my daily routine in order so that i can focus on my Goal. The need for a godfather is an assurance that someone is there to help me and be there for me in my bad times.

Discipline is all about the mind and it will eventually come and as far as godfather is concerned i will have to find that person and over time i will find him.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Some Good Friendships

Me with Dr Gagan

I will Never get Married

Ya, that's true , i have finally come to that decision. It takes some incidents and some experiences for you reach to such an important conclusion. Till now i was living in some type of fantasy, but now i have realized that you cant live in a dream. When the harsh slap of reality gets past your cheek, the fantasy and all that bull shit goes right out of the Window.

I have decided now that i should concentrate on my Career and reach its zenith. That's my aim and that's what i shall do.

I hope god is there to help me.

There are times where some relations just click. Dr Gagan was one of them, he joined as the ICU registrar and we started to talk and found a lot of common things between us. After Arjun sir had left  i found myself lonely , but after developing friendship with Dr Gagan , i felt happy again.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Well that's me , Bhaveen Sheth in 2009, I had undergone a lot of transformation.
I and hoping that things would get better from here

Monday, November 2, 2009

The factory has Started

Another week starts and again another round of Factory production starts in my Organization.Human beings will be taken as inputs and will be processed and again will be dumped back into their respective Wards.

I as usual will have to assure that the human beings are prepared for the processing, they should be ready as the input material.

Captain Do came today early in the Morning,send jitters down the spine of the poor laborers who were sleeping, poor fellows, some of them have been doing continuous duty for 36 hrs non stop , but who cares.Captain Do as usual repeated some ugly bad words.

Came back from the prison early in the Morning,was about to relax, when that bloody HR assistant called me. Piece of shit has now got the audacity to speak rudely to me. If he were not in the HR department, i would have broken his neck with my own hands.

Read Maximum City bu Suketu Mehta, was mind blowing.i will finish it tomorrow.