Thursday, September 24, 2009

The Humiliation He faced

24th September 2009,

I have a heavy heart today, after listening to Shashikant's story , it pains me that to what level people have to go to compromise their Dignity. So much was the humiliation that he just wanted to leave. Bad words and treatment of an Animal was all he faced and for what??? Only Rs 30/Hour, just for so much. The man on top shows big dreams to the people, only to leave them disillusioned  in the wards. When any service delivery is compromised, customers do get angry. But when medical service of your own relative is compromised, relatives go mad. The patient relations aunties come in the morning and promise the patients  heaven , but they don't even get the shit of heaven.All the anger is put on the doctor managing the floor.Sometimes i wonder that people have gone to such miserable levels to insult doctors , just because they did not get a pillow or a bed sheet.

The big man has a sound sleep and the low level underpaid doctors take the Hit and if they cannot manage the patients, they are blamed.

So this was the humiliation, when a man feels that his self respect and dignity is compromised, it hurts him mentally. His goes for a soul searching , asking one common question.

What bad did i do that i have to go through such a Humiliating Period.

Some people have so much respect for their superiors they have none left for themselves

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Why some stupid people never change

23rd September 2009,

Some major Emergency arrives at 6:00 A.M early in the Morning. Case of Road Traffic Accident, and hell breaks loose. The man at the Emergency can manage for Nuts, somtimes i wonder how do  these people get a MBBS Degree, why doesn't MCI conduct some IQ test before giving stupid youngsters admission into the Med School, anyway this guy is an old hag.

Now the consultants come in, another bunch of idiots, they don't know a thing except  for their field of expertise\Specialization. They go around shouting everywhere, they tell me what i should be doing.A life has to be saved and they tell me that i should hold a mock drill. Bullshit!!!!

I restrain myself and control my temperament,the job needs to be done, admission formalities must be completed.

Sometimes i believe that these stupid people score very less on the Emotional Quotient. Their Peoples skills are very poor. HR trainers in Hospitals must make it a point to train these stupid and idiotic consultants in soft skills, they are in serious need of it.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

The Fanaticism in His Eyes

22th September 2009,

Today i saw the Fanaticism in his eyes, i have seen those eyes before, but not much in real life,  on Television, it is seen in the eyes of the Tyrants, terrorist leaders fighting for some strange idiotic cause. It is quite evident on the News Channel. But today it was different , this man's ambitions are skyrocketing and he will eliminate anyone who comes in his pathway.This man does not care, he will sell even himself to achieve what he wants. He has compromised on his ethics, a noble profession has been converted into a Factory Producing outlet, by taking in the input by more than  dozen without consider the Human Element in it. Sometimes i feel that can people be like him.

It crosses all boundaries of Human Sanity.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Inspired-Thankyou Dr Gagan

20th September 2009.

I wake up late on a Sunday Morning wondering what i should do.Some stupid worthless woman calls me up and asks me  unwanted rubbish questions.I choose not to mention her name. Okay then i am hungry, so i head for the Hospital Cafeteria where i can have some good South Indian Breakfast. I go there meet some people and have my fill. Suddenly i remember Dr Gagan who is the Registrar in the Medical Intensive Care Unit (MICU) is there in the Morning Duty Today. With time he has become a good friend of mine. I meet him and we start talking. Somewhere in the conversation he mentions about setting up goals and keeping up the passion to achieve it, come what may. Over some time i have been loosing my passion towards my work and have settled for Mediocrity, but today his talk has made some difference in my life. He told me to be a perfectionist and be totally flawless, to be good with my theory and to start applying it in my real life.

This conversation has made some difference in my life, i have realized that i have to make my Knowledge base strong and have to achieve something. Eventually i am planning to leave this shit whole and when i leave it will be with one skillful dexterous stroke. And from now on i will plan for this. Joining a good Institution with a good working environment is now my Short Term goal and i will do it with a better salary and at a good position.

Thanks a Lot Dr Gagan, your talk has truly inspired me today.

Friday, September 18, 2009

The Story of my Life

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

My Life as Bhaveen Sheth

Hi Friends,

I will be mentioning about the events that have occurred so far in my Life, i hope it makes an interesting reading.


Bhaveen Sheth